Saturday, February 28, 2009
ok well 2 day
went airport study
done
haha
ok lame
well met zoul first
he was late
den go ariport
met haziq
den went away from him
as he halaued us
den belajar nan zoul
den go t2
met haziq akip sharfiqah n her friend ape enta name dia
hahaha
den we all lepak
i feeling down siaa
den went 2 mac mkn
den i started disturbing people
haa
there is one china guy eating a burger ar
kimak dia mkn cam nak beat record siaa
muke concentrate gile siol
mate terbliak besar2
takboleh angkat siaa
den ade org muke steam no reaction siaa
walau
semua ketawe like hell thanks 2 me
hahaha
zoul perot da cram n all
hhahhaha
k da
tc
Signing off @ 5:08 AM


Friday, February 27, 2009
ok well aru alek dari soccer match
haha
gerek pe
kekek siaa
young lions vs brunie.....fc
1-1
tie siaa
got 1 man cam doadoa siaa
kimak
haha
baaabaaabababaabaaa
check2 dlm hati eh
baabaaablacksheep
hahahhaha
laugh at nizam
a soccer player 4 young lions
so kekek he tertingalan bola
hahahahha
making my toe nails laugh
still got allot of funnny things n all
haaa


Shikin
i know wat im doing
i am telling u the truth
so if u dont belive me its fine
who siape yg da perna exprience bilang ar
wheres ur proof?
ur friend met a doctor?
not true?
so wat u want me to do?
i know ive exprienced it so yea
kalau tanak caye 2 up 2 u k
n its not my fault i was standing at the back when mr mhd masok so
its not my fault u wernt there so how do u know that i was the one making noise
padehal darren yg pekik2
n u think i like going into ur class?
plz ar k
u asked me to move on n i am moving on
i am trying to get out of ur life
u r the one putting me back into ur life as u think about this
so just forget it k
if i hurt u so much y dont u kill me?
so yea good luck inthe future k
try not 2 be sad
k im sori for hurting u
so yea
tc



Signing off @ 8:23 AM


walau 2day mendak
skol boring sia
amath commont test
hope i pass
den all like free period
haha
found out that the wall nearest me is hallow
so i always hit it to make a beat
like lovelock down
den syafiq sing
hahah
kekek siaa
k till here
mlm later i update again





enough is enough
ive had it
with this motherfucking snakes in this mother fucking plane

Signing off @ 12:45 AM


Thursday, February 26, 2009
ok well so fed up siaa
kene mara tak tentu pasal siaa
but firstly
my day started out ok ar
funny siaa
da sampai skol jumpe roshan
den cam biace jln2
firstly was feeling down ar
den met darren dia nga temenong
den terperanjatkan dia
muke teros tukar soot
ahhahahah
tapi kene tumbok ar
haha
den jln2 den da line up
saw that Person
at the front thought she was gona do pledge again but didnt
i was looking faward 2 it
hahahhah
den alek class
blablabla
then math
miss yeoh tak dtg so daren uat paper aeroplane den lempar2
den kat sebelah mr muhamad ade class history ar
so stop playing dudok dlm class uat 'magic'
hahahah
such a noob
den aleh2 mr muhammad masok class
called me n syafiq pasal kite nga diri ke ape enta
masok class dia den dia berbual ape mepek
saying we ar making allot of noise n all
padehal senyap siaa
for me ar
ha
den blabla
mr mhd berbual konek
saw the Person
she was like bad mood
i didnt care
den bile dorang dabis history
she was like staring at me
i didnt care
den aleh2 she came up 2 me n scholded me
for being irritating
n interupting her class
mepek kan
padehal darren yg uat bising den aku kene ar
den dia bla den nangis
den complain kat cikgu den cikgu 2 stare2
mepek siol
den blablablabla
after reces
mt
got alek test
i got 20/50
danm i cann do better
hahah
den physics
tak belajar siol
main captans ball
gerek siol
but my team lost danm hahha
thanks 2 all teamates 4 trying ur best
ok den lepas skol lepak2
den alek mandi hujan
the end






To the Person
aku da tak tau ape nak uat eh
aku tak bersala kau mara aku
so nie semua sala aku ar
kau yg tak caye 2 da la
aku da bilang the truth den kalau tak caye kene mara pe siaa
lagi2 ni sekarang kau mara aku tak tentupasal
mepek kan
aku da tak tai ape nak uat la eh
ape kau uat 2 kau nyapasal sekarang
tapi aku nak kau pikir ar ape kau uat 2 betol?
be hapie in wat u do
choices comes conciquences
k
tc
Signing off @ 1:26 AM


Wednesday, February 25, 2009
ok well 2day
got amath retest
lepas 2 lepak
well Gerek laa haziq
aku rindu kau soot
den eksan dtg
sebok
hahaha
natnatnat
hohoho
k done congrats to 'for her sake' dpt 4th siol
hahahahha
tc
Signing off @ 5:25 AM


Tuesday, February 24, 2009
hey
ok
ni pasal semalam
lepak nan haziq n fik
kimak haziq bagi info masi lambat siol'kimak
bende last year baru bilang sekarng siak kan
haiz
den nyari lepas skol gi belajar nan amirul
den lepak2
uat surat.
den bagi surat.
den nga rot kat uma
tc
Signing off @ 1:42 AM


Saturday, February 21, 2009
Sori 4 not posting 4 quite a while
mom keep using com 4 'homework'
k so semalam so fucked up siaa
kol 9 keluar gi dunman
got carnival
go with keith
sampai met kiril n firdaus
jln2
beli food den lepak2
den at 1030 the rest all turon from concert
haziq,syaf,zoul,akip,abdullah,keen n more
syaf was so exited to see me n was jumping up n down coz she missed me
but i was feeling down so sori k
den lepak2 jln2
met sharfiqah beli candy floss dari dia
haaa
den at 12+ keith alek nak amek amalina dari mendaki
so lepak with haziq akip
had fun there arr
den alek
sampai uma at 230
first my mom was fedup at me cosed i seposed to be back by 1 n have 2 buy food
but i came home at 230 n didnt buy food
so she shouted
blablabla
i fought for my rights arr
den dad aleh2 dtg grab the ladder then started wacking me
den he also took sendok n wack me
kene kepale arr
den i started to cry
da gitu den dia membibil lagi
den he ask me to betol kan ladder pasal senget
den blame me on all the dammage
da fed up arr
went to doc den got check up on head
gave medicene
n said that i had memory lost
but it is good
i forgot wat problems i had
then alek told arifah n shikin
well arifah really cared about me
but shikin cam tak caye so wat 2 do kan
den mlm i remembered everyting
thanks 2 a paper in my file
i should have burt it while i was still have the chance but well its all over
so i wanted to know more den i asked shikin some stupid question
den dia jwb like that arr
n nyari pagi ade maderasah
ramai tak dtg so influence uztazah utk bilang cite2 nabi
hahah
gerek jugak arr
i was noisy
hahah
den now shocked after reading her blog
to her
im not asking 4 simpathy ok
plz dont jump to conclutions
i am telling the truth
its up to u to belive it or not
n r u crazy to just report ur own birth parents on child abuse?
plz arr im not finding fault with u
but im just telling u ok
so now like feeling down
n found a new method to cheer up
study
haha
k tc
Signing off @ 9:43 PM


Friday, February 20, 2009
ok da lame tak update
so im feeling sick
i think i am
so idc
i hate my life
i dont know wat 2 do
if i dont move on i feel hurt
but i still love her
but she seemed not to care a shit out of me
but how can i move on when im still in love with her
my heart is mixed up
so idk arr
have a new mestie
ARIFAH
hee
tadi road race
i did ran but sadly not top 20
arrrr
i did fofil my promise ti airah
to motivate her
hahahah
so like that arr
den after that gi tamp jln2
den ikot arifah gi ite tamp
ngok band dia jam
mendak jugak arr
but acez hot siaaa
feeling gay
hahahha
sirus shit
hahah
den alek
done
hee
Signing off @ 4:24 AM


Wednesday, February 18, 2009
ok
im blogging
ahhaha
im injured
arhh
cant stop singging at school
the song april n kau ilhamku
hahaha
den currently okok jek
not hapie nor sad
so
cg tadi nyanyi kat classs
sedap siaw
n tadi ade amath test
susa siaa
n den main bola
syawal nya seluar koyak
hahahahaha
tc
Signing off @ 6:01 AM


Monday, February 16, 2009
HAPIE BIRTHDAY TO IKHAA
MY BESTIE
MAY ALL UR HOPES DREAMS N WISHES COME TRUE
GOOD LUCK IN UR FUTURE
N THANKS 4 EVERYTHING
OK
den now currently im thinking to move on or not.
many ask me to move on
but i cant
n all
arhhh
so stress
leg cram
den heart ache
body so weak
having trouble breathing
idk y
so yaaa
tc
Signing off @ 5:06 AM


Sunday, February 15, 2009
ok well
2day funny arr
ade match nan anak 33
lost siaa
5-6
so we won first leg
they won second leg
so theres gonna be a third leg
first main kancong siaa
espacialy keith
den motivational talks from firdaus
soo cute sak that anak
moto 4 today
lose with pride,win with honor
choices have consequences
n
AWESOME!
hahaha
ok mlz nak ano lagi so
there
tc


Signing off @ 5:23 AM


Saturday, February 14, 2009
yooooo
ok sori da lame tak blog
no time siaa
ahahah
ok
life okok jugak
semalam velentimes day gi swimming nan keith,fik anty
kene antar adek
den cam gitu arr
have hair cut okok jugak arr
burham berbual pasal girlfrind semua
bile nga potong rambot so camgitu arr
sekarang nga stress need 1 more player 4 match
den like dat arr
k byee
wish me luck xD
Signing off @ 9:08 PM


Friday, February 13, 2009
ok well
2day got hair cut
barber berbual kekek arr
kinda make me in a good mood
no time to tell mabe tell besok
so didnt get anything 2day
hoho
so ok arr
tc
Signing off @ 6:58 AM


Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Well 2day nothing special arr
cume farini broke her record siaaa
15mis ketawe sorang
haaaa
ok its starting to be merepek siaaa
hahahahha
den 2day
tried to cheer her up coz dia ade [roblem
but sadly my name is not in her blog so takpe arr
takpetakpe tetap sedih
haaa
ok
den lagi ape eh??
erm enta arr
k arr sampai sini arr
tc
Signing off @ 6:11 AM


Tuesday, February 10, 2009
ok well
i didnt blog yesterday coz i didnt online
haa
ok lame
so im felling better from the last few emoing days
so enta arr
some how im still hurt in every way
some how this is not working out
even as friends
we still have doubts between each other
im trying my best to make the right thing to make u hapie
so i hope u understand
n im trying to understand u but u have to share with me ur problems
so i can understand u
so till here
for emoing
den 2day kekek la siaaa
farini got holds the record 4 laughing the longest siaaa
1 min 20 sec
kimak kekek oiii
lepas 2 mara kite pasal perot dia sakit
hahahah
joker arr tu anak mazlan
ahahhaa
k arr
tc


Signing off @ 6:35 AM


Sunday, February 8, 2009
Ok
nyari cam da ok sikit arr
tadi gi maderasah
tell firdaus the story
den dia try to cheer me up
den alek mad
lek2 uat hw
den turn main bola nan keith
first boring arr
sial ade org motek siaa
cam takde pape siol
hahhaa
den haikel datang
2 yg part best
dia peh kelakar cam siak arr
main jogabonito singapore version
hahahhahaha
so ok arr stress is starting to fade away
hahhaa
den leg still hurt
tetap main bola
kalau fractued gerek siaaa
tak ya gi skol
hahahahha
so ok done
p.s i still love u
even though i made all the changes in the way we talk n all
im trying to make myself hapie
n i hope u ar 2
so till here
tc
Signing off @ 6:06 AM


Saturday, February 7, 2009
ok
Let me start by saying im injurd
coz tadi main bola kat semei
walau org nak shoot 'rembat' dia gi selit kan kaki sak
walau kaki fractured say
small crack
haiyo
no mc
hoo
tadi main bola noo mood siaaa
da citekan kat haziq n keith
i think they r the only ones yg selalu mit who can so called cheer me up
still sad n all
tapi overall ok arr
but still hurt becoz of yesterday
she broke up with me
saying we ar better of as friends
well i do agree arr coz when we stead we fightbut when we r fwens we dont fight
pelik kan
haiz enta laa
but there is many reasons arr she gave about 4
so i have 2 agree ar
but i promise u that i will wait for u
i wont forget 270109
i still love u
ill try my best to get u back
trying to do things to release the stress n sadness
even bile keith kacau ke ape i wont laugh or fight back
all i think about is u
i need u
n btw to her:
for me in every relationship theres a song which reprisents the relationship
n i want u to hear this song called warmness on the soul by avenge sevenfold
n the song that represents my feeling n toughts now is
lucky n true hope u get adicted to the songs i listed out
tc
love u
Signing off @ 4:18 AM


Friday, February 6, 2009
Well life sux
especially with the ones u love
i apolagise if u feel that im controlling u n all
i just want 2 be with u all the time
im sori
i am trying my best in this relationship
i just want 2 make u hapie
im sori if u think that im controlling u or anything
i hope u will forgive me
but i wont forgive my self
im crying my heart out n singing my lungs out trying 2 relef my stress
i know u r also sad
bat at least u have allot of friends to talk 2
i only have some n most of them says relek relek
2 je
i hope u understand
even soccer dosent make me hapie
so till here arr
i love u so much please dont make it go to waste
i need u
i want u to be back when we were like best friends not like this
trying to stop crying like a fool
n farini if ur reading im sori if u find me so irritating
i know i sing much coz i wana realese stress
tc all
bye

Signing off @ 4:39 AM


Wednesday, February 4, 2009
ok tadi post sikit jek
hahaha
well after posting
main bola gerek siaa
some how fun siaa jadi keeper
hahaha
im casilas
hoho
so i think i wanna try being a keeper in 1 feild match
hahaha
tapi kasiaw arr
hahahah
so after that alek
n tadi surprisingly i went 2 amath tutorial
hahah
den mit shikin jap
subri cam phm laa
mepek arr dia
tak amek shikin dari school
sad siaa
den org call tak angkat
arhh
k till here
bye
tc
Signing off @ 5:55 AM


sori long time no post
haha
busy arr
with hw
so mendak
currently ok je arr
soo till here
i love u
the person who calls me stalker
hee
soo ok till here
n i miss u yatz bestiee
Signing off @ 12:44 AM


Sunday, February 1, 2009
Sori 4 not updating 4 quite awhile
lazy arr 2 blog
haha
so im ok arr
solve some problems n all
soo like that arr





my love for u are developing day by day
i love u more
i hope u do as well
i promise u that i will not break ur heart
i love u
tc
Signing off @ 11:47 PM